As TJ and I would talk about when we wanted to start our family, I would often times get a little hesitant because I thought that once we had kids, "TJ and I" would cease to exist and that scared me. There is nothing more I love in this world than hanging out with TJ- probably why I chose to spend the rest of my life with him. I loved running to the store with him at 10 pm when were were craving something or going on adventures at random times during the week. And I knew that when kids came, some of that would change.
And it has changed. TJ and I are still "TJ and I" but in a different way now. Its been a fun and challenging process of learning how "TJ and I" exist and work together now that we've added one to our bunch. I'm not gonna say it's been the easiest; crying baby, sleep deprived and hormonal me, nap and feeding schedules have all added to the mix of what "TJ and I" look like. But it's been a learning process that we both have enjoyed and will probably be figuring out the rest of our lives.
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